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Chiaroscuro

by Not for Pussies

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Promises 09:15
Promises When you’re sitting on your own in the universe The pain of being slips away You wonder who you really are and where you’re going About the things you do and say I make promises to myself I break promises to myself I make promises to you I break promises to you I make promises to myself I make promises to you I break promises to myself I break promises to you I make promises to myself I break promises to you You find you are a child again, you ride the days like flotsam There’s nothing you can call your own You observe the world and you bear witness You think you’re learning right from wrong Gradually you take control, test your power You take the punches, learn to roll And it gets harder to hear above the clamour Your sense of self lost in the crowd (Promises …) The wolves are hunting me – I have to face the fear The wolves are hunting me – I have to face the fear I don’t want to be like this – I don’t want to live like this The wolves are mine – I have to face the fear I don’t want to be like this – I don’t want to live like this I don’t want to be like this – I don’t want to live this way You want to know what life is, you want to live it Facing it and facing all your fears You want to know what love is, you want to give it But the many wounds you suffer cannot heal All your masquerades, your wiles and guiles Your sly advances All your excuses breaking down And everything you think you have, all you fought for You have to ask, is any of it real … ? (Promises …) Break the carapace, break the mould Let it go, loosen your hold
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Mother and Child "Death’s kisses are indelible, like love" (Wendy Ruthroff) Yesterday the sunlight sparkled in her hair Death’s kisses are indelible, like love The sunlight sparkled in her hair I sleep and wake and sleep again, in a maze of dreaming I sleep and wake and sleep again, in a maze of dreaming We drove down to see the Hepworths – The Mother and the Child I was sure that I saw Wendy there – The Mother and the Child And the places where we lost ourselves – The Mother and the Child I picked up the needle and followed the thread to my heart - The Mother and the Child “The meaningless absurdity of life is the only incontestable knowledge accessible to man.” (Tolstoy) “But what a woman desires, she can imagine into life. She can birth.” (Hepburn) From the desperation of the act can come a resurrection, a cycle, a birth of a form. From the devastation of the act can come a resurrection, a cycle, the birth of a song. We’re searching for redemption and love amongst the ruins of the ones we have lost The weight of our existence falls on our descendants, to their cost We struggle, run, we fight and scream in a maze of Dreaming Until we learn to dream the Dream, it’s a maze of our own making Till we awaken You never were rejected – The Mother and the Child There was nothing more expected of – The Mother and the Child But the bond of love protecting us – The Mother and the Child As we go with the cycle of living, decaying and giving back to Life
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Moon 06:08
Moon Kneeling on my pillow at the bedroom window I used to gaze at the moon, through my Dad’s old binoculars I brought her into the room. I’m not sure when it all began, but I was in your arms You held me close and told me the tale of the man in the moon. The man in the moon The man in the moon Then I left and your eyes began to cloud but the moon watched over us She watched over you and drew us back together again, when we were apolune We come back into orbit and then, “I copy you” Feel the pulling of tide and time, dancing like molecules Yesterday could be aeons ago, when I kneel in the dark You are the man in my heart You are my man in the moon My man in the moon Man in the moon In the void the stars implode and fold into themselves drawing everything into the dark I can feel my molecules vibrate and come apart and a lifetime spilling from my heart Kneeling on my pillow at the bedroom window I still gaze at the moon, through my Dad’s old binoculars I bring him into the room It’s my way of remembering when I was in your arms I was in your arms, gazing up at the moon The moon
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False Flags I’ve been told I have an honest face and my features are plain and commonplace I’m an ideal choice to fit in anywhere just your average guy … Who me? A spy … ? I’ll infiltrate any organisation I’ll even perpetrate an act of war and attribute it to an enemy nation in an act of intentional misrepresentation It’s just a false flag operation We’re all hiding behind deceitful masks to carry out a strategy of tension instilling fear into the population The goal is chaos and confusion The media channels all broadcast blame Fanning the flame of paranoia Domestic oppression, foreign military aggression We have to shout above the rabble We have to make our hearts ignite a chain reaction of rebellion Hold up a torch – some kind of guiding light How could we let it get so far? We’ve seen enough blood and so-called Holy Wars Humanity hell-bent on winning at all costs We’re shooting ourselves! We’re shooting ourselves! Tear off the masks! Tear off the masks! Tear down the flags! Tear down the flags! Everyone is a conspiracy theorist Feeding off a climate of fear The new evangelicals peddle their terror Political aims behind the slick veneer Power and control from chaos and confusion The demagogues mobilise mass compliance Their policies strangling opposition under false flags of truce and reconciliation Hacktivist agents with AI for hire make manifest fears and then fuel the desire for stronger security, government clamp downs The pacifists blamed, their houses are burned down How do we cut through this tangle of lies and halt the aggression – offense as defence the knee-jerk reaction we have under threat If we’re all under siege then we have to ask Why? Tear off the masks! Tear off the masks! Tear down the flags! Tear down the flags!
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Earthsong 04:04
Earthsong I am of the world all the life around me every creature on earth in the air and the sea All I hold in my heart woven in DNA double helix of giving and taking away We are the miracle the spark and the flow A universe within us all newborn and old the aeons unfold Oh, I love you Oh my love My love

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After producing "Twenty Twenty" as a song and video in that year, all NfP activity was put on hold to work on "The Three Body Problem" and "Afterword" - with David Reid, in our trio, Alternative Communication. Late 2023 and early 2024 brought us back to our dormant NfP material and it quickly evolved into "Chiaroscuro". A contrast between the personal and the universal, between the light and the dark of human nature and potential, and the inevitable cyclical nature of life, including birth, love, conflict (internal and external) and the hope of some resolution.

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released March 30, 2024

Music: Brian & Janette Kidd
Lyrics: Janette Kidd
Recording, mastering and production: Brian Kidd
Album cover photo: Janette Kidd
Album art: Janette & Brian Kidd

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Not for Pussies Perth, UK

Not for Pussies came into being in 2008, although Brian and Janette Kidd have been together - and playing music together (and with others) for much, much longer.
We felt we're into an era in our lives where Bette Davis' quote about getting older (it's "not for pussies") felt very apt - and our music reflects this - and the experience of having lived a little! ...
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